Well I dont really know how to begin so I guess this is as good as anything...

I have tis girl I have been dating online for a long time now... we're coming on 4 or 5 months of being together... wich is weird for me cause usually people get tired of my shit pretty quick lol...

Either way She makes me happier than I've ever felt in my life...

She makes my small little compact world seem so huge... Like the size of a universe in comparison to how I have felt in most of my relationships in the past...

She an I are Kinda sorta married allready, we did our own little Ceremony online just for us since neither of us can legally get remarried yet and neither are able to come out to the other at this point in time.

So right now, im still working on my Divorce from the Velarde woman, and Im acctually working on getting moved out of my Parents house, and into an apartment or somthing of my own. For the time being im still living with them but things are looking up...

For one... We're finally moving into another house instead of having to deal with the stress of being on the street... Its taken two months for my parents just to find another place and well... They finally got somone to listen to our situation...

Another thing that makes me happy is im gonna get my own room with a door finally... It has annoyed the crap out of me I havent been able to have ANY privacy at all but hey... thats life I guess...

My plan for the next half of the year is to finish this divorce, get a job and work my way out of this house... and Im also going to start working on my music as well. My wife to be is acctually a really talented artist. She and I will be working together to try and make some good tracks together... you know... see what we come up with lol.

Im really excited for the future... things look like they will be good for me over the next few months but one can only do what they can so much before they are met with somthing they cannot handle. So i'm going to keep trudging along till then and work it out when I get there lol...

Anyways.. I just submitted two new projects I had been working on today and I hope to see people's critique on them.. if not, oh well...